I am a great guy who just wishes I could be happy again. I work 50 -60hours a week, and am on-call. I make $2,000 a year too much for government assistance. I work very hard, and still find myself not able to pay bills. However, I can't seem to find ANY help. If only I could get $20,000 to pay off bills, and only have to pay $200/month. I could actually do something with my life. I don't buy beer, ciggarettes, go out to eat, or ever go away on vacation. I can never give my family what they deserve, and it makes me feel soo bad. I have struggled financially for way too long! I need help! Isn't there any way to get help, when nobody will help? They say money can't buy happiness, but being financially destroyed stops you from life!